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Plan B: Project Novel

So, my idea for making my creations of imagination was a complete halt, because it turns out that I couldn’t find a not single scource of a sandbox that would allow me to use in creative mode, that is free2play. And since I can only buy physically, you can understand why this can be such a pain for me.

But I’m not going to give up that easily. I’ve talked to one of my friends we’re I could actually go to a novel forum or some sort, and post my novels there. So far, that is the only thing I have left since I still can’t draw. (Planning to see if i can get a drawing teacher to teach me how to draw in summer.)

In the meantime, I still have that glimmer of hope that I could buy a physical copy of minecraft, (even though for some reason in Malta, i can’t seem to find one yet.) So that way my work for plan A can actually begin.

Also apologies that I didn’t say anything for this long. It was about 2-5 minutes or so of being heartbroken, followed by a mixture of genuinly forgetting to post, and laziness.

I’m not going to make any deadlines for this one. I’ll tell you when I’m starting my plan B.

If you guys want me to post my novels on Tumblr once I am ready, I’ll be happy to do so.

Project Map 01: Avarrach & Meantime in Fucked-up February
Dear Followers,
I’m going to be Busy for Fucked-up February. (Don’t talk the month literal. It’s just for the hell of it as a title, scroll down for more details.)
I’m going to be busy in...

Project Map 01: Avarrach & Meantime in Fucked-up February


Dear Followers, 


I’m going to be Busy for Fucked-up February. (Don’t talk the month literal. It’s just for the hell of it as a title, scroll down for more details.) 




I’m going to be busy in making Avarrach as a sandbox map on either Trove, or Creativeverse. (Since I can’t buy Minecraft or anything in general that’s online since i don’t have a Credit card, but at least I still got something to work on.)


I’m doing this for both Supporting Lightmare Studios, Infinity Wars: TCG and being very heavily inspired by Infinity Wars: TCG, but also for my own Projects, since I want to make and create my own Anime as my Dream Career; and maybe even having my own company: Psychopomp Studios. 


Right now I am currently working one of my Anime Projects: Meadow of Life. 

I’m having my characters ready that I have been working on for months now, and the least I can do set my Imagination to rest is making the map based about all that I’ve dreamt and imagined for Meadow of Life. 


Once the Map is done, If you guys want to hear about it, I can actually tell you the story of Meadow of Life.


In the Meantime, I’ll be on my own challenge for Fucked-Up February; were i will be mostly watch whatever spooky and scary shit there is for only as a celebration of making Avarrach as a Map, but also as a Practices and Challenges to face my fears and my overthinking on my fears just before I fall asleep since I don’t trust the dark, since i’m still a Scaredy cat.



Major things i want to watch:


Starting Date: 1st till 20th of February

- Until Dawn (Using this as an opportunity to getting ready for future spooky/scary shit that i’m going to watch)


- Doki Doki Literature Club (Used to be too anxious to even think about the whole ‘black-eye glitch’, let alone the creepy shit that there is in the game. I still am till this day.)


- The Five Nights at Freddy’s Series (using this to try and beat my Minor Automatonophobia; the fear of falsely induced humanoids coming to life. These can go from living Scarecrows, Mannequins, wax statues and I think portraits, to Anomatronics.) (It’s been god knows how many years and i’m still too anxious to even watch the gameplay.)


- Outlast Series (God… fucking. dammit. I either might or going to already regret watching the gameplay.)


- The Evil Within Series (More Interested in not only watching the gameplay, but also saying “WOAH WOAH WOAH, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!” a lot. I’m actually more excited than scared to watch the gameplay for some reason, since i’m usually a scared-cat, but I’ve managed to watch Until Dawn without being all that scared for some fucking reason.)


Starting Date: 20th February til 1st March

- The Drakengard Series (To Understand the full story of both Drakengard and NieR)

- NieR Series (Nier still counts becuase there are psychological horror moments within the games, I know NieR: Automata does for sure.) 


Optional things i’m might watch:

- Duck Season (Eh. Not all that scary the first time i saw it, but still might be Interested to watch. Properly didn’t watch it properly.)




Expect me to be making more Projects Maps for the sake of my Imagination and Anime in the coming months (Mid April for sure.)


There is going to be struggles, some spooks, and maybe even some days were i’m scared to watch so i pussy out but i know I have to watch it eventually, but at the end of it all; At least I’ll be making the Map.


Wish me luck. My February is going to be a Bitch but it;ll be hopefully worth it.


-EksSkellybur


P.S.


I’ll still be on Tumblr; just not as much for the month, up until, at the very least, the Major parts of map is finished.


P.P.S. 


(Artist goes to Martian Johnson, who is/was one of the Artists for Infnity Wars: TCG)


Here’s an Idea as to Meadow to life has took the most Inspiration from:


The Sleepers: https://www.artstation.com/artwork/a9q8R


The Overseers: https://www.artstation.com/artwork/1RPaZ


Olette: 

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Olette’s Theme:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3kUA2S7KD2Q

LightmareStudios SupportingLightmareStudios Psychopomp Studios FollowingMyDreams NotChasingMyDreamsJustYet Avarrach MeadowOfLife Olette Skellybur WishMeLuck
My Dearest Olette,
I love you too much.
Please stay with me within my Dreams, and my Imagination.
You guide me to smiling, and you guide me towards happiness.
You always help me fall asleep towards nights were I couldn’t.
You help me drift to sleep...

My Dearest Olette, 


I love you too much.

Please stay with me within my Dreams, and my Imagination.

You guide me to smiling, and you guide me towards happiness.

You always help me fall asleep towards nights were I couldn’t.

You help me drift to sleep with your theme dream music.

I can’t thank you enough. …I can’t love you enough.


My Guidance Angel.


I’ll always be there for you.


-Skellybur